Every day I call.
Every single day for you I will always take a fall.
But today I said no to my old Ray's
not for your heart I want to play
but just for today
I wish to say things in my own way
a different way to say, I love you.
The words everyone has used
all has had the same wrench for their wicked tool
which caused me so much pain and made me into such the fool
Even the one I loved beyond anything I ever knew
with your looks I thought maybe I will be okay
and I am not so very ugly like all they say
maybe just with you I could survive every single day
but then you to brute tossed a word or two
and they carried so much venom that I could not believe it was true
and ever since blue, I have felt so very disgusting.
God says my child, give him another chance
and so I took His rope and began the sacred dance
and some days my greatest fears seem to escape all into thin air
but no no no, they come back again again and again even as I dare
And still I will love you my friend and hope my heart begins to mend
and maybe even one day hope to understand.
but this I will always know; Love is love is love even until the very end...