Now. The other important thing I wish I had told Paul Hayden was to fuck off. I might have my last time I spoke to him. But I want to add that I hope he knows before he dies that I hate him and Kathy and when they do for one day I hope that sinks in hard. Like a lead balloon. Because I’m confident he will go to hell just like he said mom did when she died. This sounds cruel to a lot of you I’m sure but it’s so freeing to me to know GOD really does punish the evil. And unless you all are me which none of you are ...you would have no clue what demons Paul and Kathy are. I had to figure it all out after so much pain and suffering. And I’m still being tortured and those 2 care nothing. Time and time again they deserted me when it was their job to protect me. They victim blamed me for all their own dysfunction and abuse. They blame me for their sickness instead of taking ownership and therefor I have no other choice but to close them from me and protect my mind body and soul. Though every day I’m punished by their evil ways because I’m so traumatized by how truly they abused me. And if Kathy says she didn’t she will be sorry when God shows her in hell he ain’t fooled. And that’s her own prison of sin. We all have one. But it counts to reform and help your children versus having me tortured by their demonic mind games. Hopefully they won’t be damned forever in Hell but I think it will be sad for them both when they see Adam Walsh’s lonely head staring back in their demon faces.
Because of these demons who pretend they are my parents I am really suffering. But I can’t be a fool to them anymore. If they want to acknowledge what all happened to me as a child and take some sort of responsibility how much fear I live in as their child I could maybe consider some liaison in the church or a medical office who has kindness in their heart to help me forgive them. But that’s nothing possible if they both think I’m not allowed to grieve and share my painful story of 51 years that doesn’t seem to have much hope for a future. Don’t get me wrong. Through the torture and sleepless nights I will find refuge in any kind act any tenacity I have to survive this any little triumph I have like getting out of bed.... I’m not the only one suffering by illness exhaustion anxiety chronic pain mental anguish trauma .... and I promised myself I won’t give up. Because I don’t want any of you to give up!!! There is always hope in turning away from evil and coming home to GOD. There’s always some sort of something to find anything to hang on and let GOD. My number one goal is to investigate Bill Clinton and anyone else who used our country for porn profits and prostitution all for their power and gain. I will win Bill Clinton. Because I find so much hope in exposing any fucking so called fucking president who would terrorize its own citizens all for a remote and a massage. You heard me Bill. I know you did. I think you’re a nasty man. But it won’t be me to prove it. There’s an island all ready for this exposure.
You ever think wrong about me Bill or Hillary than meet Jesus right the fuck now. 🇺🇸❤️