i don't always know why
incredibly undeserving
despite the love I confide
I spread myself so thin
knowing the power I seek
cherishing something sacred
a soul I wish to keep
when I think of him in my mind
I am drawn to a whimsical law
one not at all forbidden
though one I always must claw
would he know my desires I have
which make me feel beautiful instead
the Goodess to his heart
for him I've always bled.
And I wonder why this gift I carry
would make me so insecure
knowing he is the one always
I would forever bring glory so pure
a wild and sensuous nature
only he can bring about
the man I've come to adore
The one I can not live without
is this not the kind of woman
a man would want to cherish
forever giving him journeys
ones which would never ever perish
amen.