I am okay and appreciate all your love and prayers. XO
Thank you and also please feel free to stop by and say hi If you know where I live :)
Love,
Tina
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I have decided to stop writing my blog. For now... I believe there are so many beautiful creators out there who may have the chance to take a try at it. Thank you for all your support. I am back and may be back blogging again. It is up to how God sees fit for me.
I am okay and appreciate all your love and prayers. XO Thank you and also please feel free to stop by and say hi If you know where I live :) Love, Tina Hey Guys! Thanks for reading my blog. I am having some computer issues as well as phone issues. So I can't spend the time I'd like writing up this day's blog for you. Know I love you and hope you are all sober, happy, and free today. I l will check in soon. Thanks so much for being a good supporter of this site. There is so much to read anyhow. Ha ha. So catch up or not. I love you! Tina
I love this picture. Don't you?
Animals seem pure to me. Their instincts usually shine through. Have you ever looked a lion in the eye? I did once In a dream. It taught me exactly what I needed to know. I was shown who exactly not to trust and who to trust. My friends. Look back. We always know our shared friendship. Sometimes I don't. I hope you do. I have only one best friend. My very best friend. I met him once. And I will meet him again. I was afraid to be so devoted. Who would not. I chose that though. I even shared it with a friend I miss. I put it in this little red journal. I told her what I chose. What my legend was. What my destiny is. That I wanted only Him. Why wouldn't I? He made me the happiest I have ever been in my life. I know she saw it. Because she saw it through her children's eyes. I never forget. Do I? This is short and sweet. Kind of like sweet and salty. My favorite. I am who I am. What more can I say. Love me or not. It doesn't matter any more to me today. I know my lovers eyes. Forever. Tina. The giving tree of life.
It's funny my life. How everything is coming full circle. When I thought to make it out on my own I had no plans. Nothing set in stone other than I was moving forward. I had not worked in 12 years. But who am I kidding? I worked around the clock. I am a mother after all. And then I found this sweet place to live! Which is kind of funny since the name is Kind of funny. If you know me. Then you know what I mean. Everything to me is a sign of something and for something. I'm a hopeful romantic. I changed that because that is what my son said. You fell in love in a hopeful place. And I knew he was right. I am so blessed. Everyday I nurture myself more and more. Taking the steps to better myself no matter what the stakes or challenges I've been presented. And their have been many. Most of all was finding out that there was custody differences in my family. People sticking their noses in where they should not have. But I bided my time. Knowing. That patience and being healthy must come first and foremost. That and trusting in God more than I ever had before in my life. And it was not easy. Then soon it was all I knew. Trust. I will be okay I am okay. I am a survivor of all things that tried to break me and still hope to take me. They can not. I sealed my fate long ago when I said I am worthy of change and eternal and everlasting love and peace. And today she wakes up another day sober and clean. Happy. Alive. Still so much not yet certain. But she takes a step in stride and in pride. That is what I believe is the giving tree of life. 🌱🌳🍃 Thanks for reading my blog. ❤️ |
AuthorHi, I am Tina. I am a Divorced Mother of one son. I am a recovering addict. I am Bipolar and had a severe psychosis breakdown this year. I blog every day. I love Art and creating Art and I hope to inspire others through my writing and the things going with rebuilding my life. Please feel free to leave a comment. I hope to change the world by letting you see what myself and other brave survivors are like! Archives
April 2023
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