So I am exhausted. My old neighbor said to me long ago you’re always tired. I think I know why now. I really think my soul must fly around. She (my soul she) just must know I’m working hard on God’s almighty kingdom. I do believe in it. I do cherish it. And most of all I never want to let God down. I don’t want to ever drink again. I don’t want to ever lie. I don’t want to do ANYTHING that goes agasint my beliefs about God. I know he is agasint drinking smoking and all those things I was doing to harm myself. The addictions that were keeping me separated from my soul and God. I never ever ever ever want to ever risk that again. When you clean up you really truly understand how dangerously close you are to losing your soul. And I bet for some of you you really really hate that about me. That I’m “perfect” in my crazy mess of a life. You actually WANT it. But look. You gotta go get it. But if not...
Well. I just don’t care. I can point out my glory and grace. I’ve earned it. You do not want that. Then don’t have it. Smoke in the pool. Drink so much so that you don’t feed your kid a decent meal. That’s on you. I’m still going to save your children as best I can in some way or another so they don’t fall in your footsteps like I did watching the addicts in my life. I will do what I can to serve God. If you’re a police officer you make an oath to the public to a higher standard of protection. Well. I made one too to God. If a government building says you can’t smoke on its grounds then no smoking. I feel more than ever a great time to bring family values back. People say the good ole American way!! I just say start doing it GOD’s way. Show kids we love them by obeying laws rules and keeping our promises to protect them.
I do believe there’s a really good FBI force that is ready to tackle something really big for God. So I send them my heart egg too. You must accept that the safety of our children is your top priority. Be an adult. ❤️