Same with Mark Taylor and all my rapists. Peggy doesn’t get raped by Doyle. I do. I did. Jimmy Shannon Scott Hungate and whoever else out there took me for a spin don’t do what they did to me to their wife or mother ... so when you all figure that out you might get what I mean. So like Chad at a Helping Hand says I’m always going to be chased by predators because they want that prey. But I don’t give it to them. But I guess they didn’t realize back ages they raped me that I didn’t have a blog that was going to share with the entire world who they are. The only one thinking he’s not on the list is the loser that stole my virginity. But Meg McArdle can ID him as well as the hotel and my brother. 💋
Oh my GOD! So just going to the store and post office and I feel like I ran a marathon. I’m so exhausted. I also see how this makes me feel paranoid. Being out in the public I think has bothered me since I was little. And then wine helped me cope. But now I’m just like oh my GOD! However I am I really serious about my health and my recovery. I am 100% committed to the interest that’s best for me continuing to grow and re-learn everything. Being homeless was so scary. And so surreal. Sometimes I can’t believe it was really something I did. I didn’t want too. Lord knows. Walmart knows. Everyone should know that all I want to do is fall in love with the right partner and be here for Adam if he need me. And then do what I can to contribute to the efforts of real sobriety. The kind where you actually do live homeless in order to keep it. I am so grateful to everyone who knew that I was living in my car and that I wasn’t a criminal. There has been nothing more damaging to my self esteem then to think I was mistaken for someone who just wants to live in my car or to purposely lose my mind because Doyle is one sick demented asshole. You all have to understand that when I have an enemy that enemy isn’t after you. Doyle did me so wrong. He raped me in our marital bed by using my role as a dutiful wife. This is what therapist called it. Not me. And for the record not one therapist has recommended medication to deal with being raped by my husband. They instead call it domestic violence and help me with therapy recover from that time in my life. So either get educated Angela Howard on how mad and angry someone here to be raped and lose their kid or back the fuck out of my life. Because Angela Doyle doesn’t have an issue with you. It’s only me. 🤷🏼♀️
Same with Mark Taylor and all my rapists. Peggy doesn’t get raped by Doyle. I do. I did. Jimmy Shannon Scott Hungate and whoever else out there took me for a spin don’t do what they did to me to their wife or mother ... so when you all figure that out you might get what I mean. So like Chad at a Helping Hand says I’m always going to be chased by predators because they want that prey. But I don’t give it to them. But I guess they didn’t realize back ages they raped me that I didn’t have a blog that was going to share with the entire world who they are. The only one thinking he’s not on the list is the loser that stole my virginity. But Meg McArdle can ID him as well as the hotel and my brother. 💋 So yesterday I watched this “corn” video. It was about how to make really good corn bread. I didn’t know this tip ever before but this how they made it. 2 boxes of corn meal mix. An egg that they put right in the buttermilk. Then they added veggie oil. Some salt. And some sugar. They mixed it up with a fork. Then this was a thing I never heard if before and that was they also preheated the cast iron skillet with oil so it was already hot. They also added some of the heated oil to the wet mix. Sounds triple X rated on the recipe scale am I right ... but that was one exciting corn video I ever did see. Mmmmm. That’s the life I want with a man. To make really good food like that. And then eat it. I want to be his cornbread partner. Hearing up like that in the kitchen.
Right now I’m not that life. I am sad I’m not. I am sad it hasn’t been easy for me to find that sort of life. However I am glad that’s the only life I dream of. Instead of being some guy’s porn on demand or even his easy lay like I was this day five 5 years ago thinking that I should buy the condoms and be at his beck and call where he can’t own any of this to my son the world himself his kid his mom ... so much better to be dreaming of cornbread even if I just make it alone for myself to enjoy. A sell out is a sell out. No matter how you all want to paint that image. You can’t say I ever sold out. I never sold out for a law and order show or even the real one. You can’t say that I took money for my body. You can’t say I gave away my rights to my soul. You all can never say that no matter how much you think your images beauty and fame help you to pretend you’re something else it will always matter if you are more into cornbread than making bread off porn ... tell her the video is now out. She will know who. Tell her her man only wants a real hole. :/ Somewhere out there over a glass of wine or more... some cigarettes ... and a bit too much cockiness someone has given their spying on me problems away. They may have laughed like a hyena does.... Wanting to share their love of doing me in with some one who thinks that’s so “cool”. Poor thing. Spilling the beans like that. Thinking that everyone was on her side. Giving her all sorts of reasons to “keep sharing. That’s hysterical!!” She may have trusted way too many people with her problems of her anonymous posts. And obsession with wanting to do me in on my blog. Thinking how she was the big dog. The hot shot. The master manipulator of all time. That everyone loves a con artist. That they think a fraud is cool. That most people get off in hurting people like she does. And maybe people pretended along with her that they do. Maybe some really enjoy it too. But when it comes to having to go to prison for it I seriously doubt they’d want to leave their kids and family just to play a dirty rat.
💋 You all will learn in the next hour or so about my family. I’m going to look pretty darn boring and uneventful next to some of them. I don’t have an acting career on a soap. I didn’t sit at John Kerry’s Presidential debate next to his step son. I didn’t go to prep schools. I didn’t ski at Vail. I didn’t party at various New York upscale Epstein pads or Soho gatherings. And I didn’t get invite to a royal wedding. I don’t hang with the Kennedy’s. I don’t play at the Hampton’s. I didn’t gift Meghan Markle a pussy smelling Gwen Paltrow candle as a house warming gift when I gave a people magazine an Anonymous quote... I didn’t do a wedding photography shoot in Colorado like Sara Harris does either ... I just have zero clout like my bozo ass family and soon I will be so glad I really don’t associate with any of them if even for the simple fact I’m not a stuck up asshole who says to save the date for my wedding and then purposely not invite you to the actual wedding. I find Tim and his wife trite. Them and all their other little connected friends like the Holderness family. At first you think aww. What a cute family. But then you realize it’s just all hype for $$$$$$$ and fans. It’s just my my thing Penn. I just wanted family who has love for one another no matter I went to college or not. Had season life tickets to Wintergreen or not. I just wanted my own family. My brothers. Not coke head cousins who dicked me over for a cunt ass wife. 🤷🏼♀️Hello Kim. Yes. That’s you Kim. And Kristin and all you bitches who think I’m a no one. Fuck you all. I’m done. You will never ever ever hear from me again.
Maybe Penn may. But that’s up to him and what kind of man he’s going to be to Adam. The rest of you are up shits creek with out my paddle. 🤷🏼♀️I really think you all should be drug tested. But that’s going to be all your issues. Never mine. And Chris Heinz can decide if he and Tim are homos or not. 😁 There’s so much out there that so many of us don’t know. We don’t know about how NASA really can break the apes of light. Or how we can really spy on our enemies. I don’t know how nuclear weapons activate. Do you? There are people who know how to build pipe bombs. Make meth. Drill holes in certain places and cause terrible things to happen to the stability of our earth. There are sonic wave simulators. And there are amen doctors & scientists who know how to hypnotize and make a drug like cocaine and crack look like an ADHD pill. They call it a brain scan on TV but it’s really shut that bitch up on a top secret MKUltra folder. But it’s easy to shut someone up when they can talk talk talk and make Amen Doctor millions. 🤷🏼♀️I mean essentially they keep the patient chatting away. Put them in PJs all day and feed them all sorts of perks and next you know they are a full fledged sober drug addict on an Rx Joy list. 🤷🏼♀️It’s seriously the oldest trick in the book. Pretend you’re there to “help” with the top notch medication they got all put together in a PPD lab. It can sell books a huge publishing company and keep their patient drugged and all win the gold. Well. Sorta. When the patient starts to idolize about suicide. Shows everyone they have a gun. And that they kind of act out a threat with the gun as a “skit” it could “backfire” later when people think she has a gun. She wants to kill her self. There’s that child we are not sure is safe ... just can someone see where that automatic weapon is please because they tested positive for coke (their favorite well known drug of choice) ... and they have a very dangerous weapon around a kid. Sounds like left turn into dramaville but I can assure you all it’s just real videos I saw in the internet. And I don’t know is that gun real? Could a gaming system on wireless programming by Jeffries infiltrate a black hawks pilot system?????? By a “caller to duty” ... I mean if it could ... imagine how messed up that could be for our TOP GUNS. And let me tell you. I don’t want anyone being drugged illegally against their will by a sick money grubbing doctor or my brothers being shot down just By a terrorist just by playing a Video game ...
Yet this I do suspect after seeing Kristin McGee and so many others like her making a buck off their day to day lives... is that some moms will do anything to be relevant famous rich and have a million “fans”. Me. I don’t make money off shit like that. But do see if Kristin and her gang did 🤱🏼My fertility eggs please return I swear I’m having you all investigated by GOD 🗣👁 I am about to get on a call for therapy. And I have to say it’s truly a testament to my desire to keep sober and healthy. Being with a man in my life would be amazing. Having coffee together. Sharing our life dreams. I would love that. But I’m dealing with a lot of grief from my past. I have a situation with my son that will always cause me pain. A past that always troubles me. I can deal with it. I do deal with it. I’m not hiding. However most people do not ever come clean. They do tell me about it. Like that Larissa. She may pretend with her friends colleagues and families that she’s fear of issues. But that’s not what she told me. She told me he’d boyfriend beat up on her. Her husband cheated in her. Then after all that she was sleeping around with all sorts of me. She might use cocaine when no one is looking. 🤷🏼♀️Who knows what some of you would do. I wouldn’t doubt that she and so many others would take an Epstein Prince Andrew deal when they think it jets them a job a law firm a paid for TV and a house. If you all told me Larissa went on a private once to party on a little Lolita island while her boys were with their father I’d say not surprised. Not surprised. Jeffrey ROAD list is long. And some of you might be surprised who decided to go. Some might convince themselves that that one fucked up night where they did a bunch of college aged boys doesn’t matter. But it does Larissa. And it will if you used me to get there ...
More to come. But if Larissa took money or anything back then ... I’m having GOD investigate it. Jeffrey is open for viewing ... I suspect Larissa did something she would not want her boys to know. But they already know by a leaked video. With pig blood and this pig painting I suspect ... if any of you are drinking wine be careful what may have been mixed also in it by a guy you met on that dating site ... Do you all know who Allie Rosemond is? Or LMEL? I do not. Lmel did call me. She called me that February 2018. Told me she lost her sister to an overdose. That as kids they were in a cult. She thinks her sister tried to kill her self. Lmel never called again though. Most people do not tell me the truth. And even though I do stand up for myself in regards to human’s ways often it doesn’t matter when an Ex husband has a Governor and an AG doing DTopp scrub work on internets through the CIA and the Clinton administration about Epstein Jeffrey Kennedy and KKK clan work for a extremely powerful human trafficking ring. So I don’t stand up for myself to people who don’t give a shit about laws and Jesus and God. You gotta me a moron Allie to think any of us with actual morals needs to waste time in a court house where a family lawyer I personally know is sleeping around with judges and is the worst drug addict drunk no mom wants on our streets. But don’t worry all. That neighborhood watch turns her ass in where she stands up to a judge who hopefully takes her bat license drivers license and pretty much any license away and court orders her to 3 years in a sober community house in Alaska. If that can het her sober with out sneaking in drugs and a fuck this time maybe she also won’t have to do prison time. 🇺🇸🇺🇸🤷🏼♀️Though she should after you see how many kids lives she destroyed.
So I don’t stand up for myself to criminals. Ha. What a joke Allie. I do stand with God. And he does stand with me. For justice. 💪🏻🌈🇨🇭🩸Something a criminal knows now after their Chardonnay was drugged by their royal hubby is how they confess a ton of “mess” shit on a FBI recording wired to the Feds. So I’d tell Mark Herring that if he has done something illegal in regards to Jeffrey Epstein and Prince Andrew and Ghislaine Maxwell and these disgusting despicable Hollywood a lister etc etc Lolita... like use rape kits to pretend he’s not involved ... then God stands before him right this second and determines that fact. No need for me to prove to my son how to stand up for myself. Please. I don’t need to prove a thing to Adam. I’m sober. There’s no “proof” needed in love. Only an idiot says something like prove your his one and only mom. I don’t need to prove my child is born from my one and only womb. Meghan Markle may have to prove that but I don’t. 🤷🏼♀️A one and only mom doesn’t need proving. In fact a one and only mom loves that Adam has parents. That he can actually have another mom. Peggy. Peggy is his mom the last 6 years. 🤷🏼♀️I’m happy that Peggy will be the one and only Mom also called to the stand today. 🤷🏼♀️She has the facts. She’s seen my kid every day. So that’s who the Supreme Court will subpoena in just a few when Russia submits it’s Surveillance for a Swedish family I asked to help stand up For me. Since I don’t have a one and only mom. I have about a billion Allie. 💋🇨🇭So. Let’s hope no one raped me. Or raped anyone. Or is involved with covering up a dragon ring on that phoenix rising channel. Larissa Stamford though can tell everyone where she got that gold Phoenix rising necklace she gave me though on her stand today too. Can you handle that Larissa or are you busy having sex all day like you told me ... In less than a span of about 30 minutes I read one article and watched one video. The article was about a porn who’s appeared in over 60 pornos and I don’t even think she’s even 25 years old. But the article also said she and 2 other men have been arrested for the murder of her 51 year old boyfriend who was found in a “shallow grave”. And that the murder most likely was all related to “drugs and money”. This is the shit I want no where near my own son or Axl. Or any kid. Or any of us. Who love Jesus and God. You know I’m no saint. However I know what my reasons are for being so sick by this vile world and I want it all done and gone from my presence. I don’t want the garbage. At all. I don’t want your porn rot. It’s literally plaguing our world and killing our kids. So I was really happy to have next a video of a wife and husband devoted to God & Christ share a video on how to make cornbread. And the wife got her husband to do share how he makes it since she says even though they use the same recipe that his tastes cornbread always taste better. And I thought now that is a life I want. Making cornbread with my husband in the kitchen. Wholesome. Good. And worth waiting for. Amen.
I can’t wait for us all to have what we had stolen from us. I am not ashamed about how I have had to recover as God’s daughter who so many men and women raped for their selfish evil disgusting demon cult. My bright light will prove that from now on. 👁so be ready to handle the shine Harry. But I doubt he can. + My stats tell my I have written 9066 posts on my blog. With that said, I am hoping that they are all my posts and not anyone else being a dumb ass breaking into my blog and adding a post. Which is why when I began this blog I asked God to protect it and my word and hire someone who has every single post watched like an Eagle Scout. And oh boy he keeps track of that. So sure of advice it’s been logged. All of what I say. Which helps investigators link information to who terrorizes me and anyone in our country. As a citizen of the United States, I have been a proud patriot of my country. Always trying to be a good person. I think my record and my good nature for the crimes put on me since I was born are a testament to my peace that I choose daily to protect us and to offer a safe world to raise our children. My only cause I have is the safety and well being of our kids planet animals and good people. I serve God. It’s really that simple. No one in their right mind ego is a good and kind human has an issue with me. And I mean that. The only reason you would even think of me is because you love me and our country and this world too. So please know that this blog is only for my friends. If you still come here to read only to cause harm I am asking you now to 🗣leave.
This blog and any anything having to do with me is officially off limits to anyone who wants to hurt me or anyone. Please take that seriously. Thank you. ❤️🇺🇸🐢👁 I love you. Amen. Once this guy told me you are the type of girl who could get any guy you want. Problem is. I don’t think any guy wants me. Some have believed they do. And have actually tried to convince me that they want me but I know if they did then I’d feel like they do. Doyle tried all the time to say it was my fault I didn’t feel loved by him. And I’d say no. It’s because I actually don’t feel loved by you. I really don’t feel loved by you Doyle. It was the biggest fight we always had. And the biggest problem from that was trying to let him convince me he loved me. Trying to settle for his version of love was ultimately never going to convince me. I finally realized after I got sober that this has been my issue all my life. And that's allowing people to convince me I’m loved by them. But it’s not true. I don’t want to be loved like that. I don’t want to be loved by having to convince myself it is love when all I feel is confused. My parents taught me love was anger resentment lies gas lighting selfish and worse it left me completely confused constantly doubting why love made me feel so neglected abandoned and never a priority. It took me almost 20 years to figure out Doyle was doing the same damn thing which added to the other 20 with Paul and Kathy and all the terrible relationships that never felt good like I thought love should. So I don’t care if I can get any guy I want it is that I get a guy who wants the same things I do. And that’s a family. ❤️
See. I think Axl is connected to me. In a holy angelic spiritual way. I’m not a kook. I’m not psycho. I’m just an angel. Jacob Kirkpatrick is the same way. My son. And all kids who know my light. This isn’t grandiose. It’s simple facts that I’m not here on this earth to hurt or mishandle God’s creations. I’m here to appreciate what God has given us in abundance!!! Turtles. Trees. Rivers. Oceans. Mountains. So many pains and fields. All around us is this plethora of resources that we have at our gracious disposal but some of you are taking and killing and using earth and it’s inhabitants as of you own us. You do not. You aren’t supposed to use voodoo black magic blood skin carcass .... on and on and on to do the nasty shit you all do. And if all that is for sex and a high then what the fuck happened to your brains? This business of money fame and 26 year old dumb bitch girlfriends when they could be your own daughter’s age is insane. I am not saying that it’s a sin however it is when your child might be taken for these women’s ill intentions. Because I just don’t think they really care about your kid like you do Josh. Or like Fergie. Or like me. They can pretend they do. But they don’t. And I bet you have a million examples how they proved I’m right. I bet Axl does too. Its not that I don’t care ... I would care about any man and his son. But for whatever reason Josh is my every thought. And I don’t know why!!!!!!! But I stand by it. And I stand by God. And I want this shit settled. Please ID the truck who just came by my place with plates “pool toys” |
AuthorHi, I am Tina. I am a Divorced Mother of one son. I am a recovering addict. I am Bipolar and had a severe psychosis breakdown this year. I blog every day. I love Art and creating Art and I hope to inspire others through my writing and the things going with rebuilding my life. Please feel free to leave a comment. I hope to change the world by letting you see what myself and other brave survivors are like! Archives
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