Its probably nothing you all could understand unless you all too lord awake every night trying to come up with answers who is behind your suffering and pain ... or what reasons anyone would have ignoring such a good person like me.... but I get it. It’s getting more and more obvious that if you all work hard to make me feel no one cares then I will just go away? Oh. Sorry Charlie. Hart. But nope. I am the beloved. What are you Hart? Hmmmm. What. Are. You.
I actually think I’m pretty amazing about not sewing my kid for almost 3 years and not even speaking to him for a year. Peggy Hart moved on my son and I just stepped back. I just know men. Better to let them handle this and I do whatever I can do love my kid where I am. I don’t care anyone thinks I’m not all that or that I’m not wanted. Who fucking cares. I just love my son. I love Adam more than all the Hart family put together. No one likes me because I don’t play dirty. So I’m pretty flattered every day that a sober girl gets rejected by criminals. Tells me I’m pretty awesome.
Its probably nothing you all could understand unless you all too lord awake every night trying to come up with answers who is behind your suffering and pain ... or what reasons anyone would have ignoring such a good person like me.... but I get it. It’s getting more and more obvious that if you all work hard to make me feel no one cares then I will just go away? Oh. Sorry Charlie. Hart. But nope. I am the beloved. What are you Hart? Hmmmm. What. Are. You. I was just directed to the body language guy ... Jesus!! 🙏🏽👌🏻Oh my. He’s a hoot. But this is his recent video
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Upu_b07wla0 and it’s about the night I guess that Harry’s wife said she wanted to kill herself and her baby ??? But how? Swallowing a baseball? Was she going to swan dive off the Cirque du Soleil tight rope? Would she have known how Jeremy Owens killed himself and Copy write that? I’m not being insensitive it’s just it makes sense to hear how she planned to kill her unborn child and herself ... because real suicide ideation typically has a plan someone shares like I’m going to take a bunch of pills.... I know because I used to hear some of that as a child when Kathy would use the suicide tactic to get Paul to do whatever she wanted him to do for her that at first he wouldn’t do. I can see why Megan markle might trigger any of us who have dealt with a person like her. And I’m not talking about what the tabloids say about her .... it’s that smirky grin she has that her own behavior sends off this eerie vibe that she gets great pleasure out of controlling Harry to hold her hand and dote in her. I saw it all the time as a child. The way Kathy handled Paul was a work of NARC. It truly is something to learn now at 50 years old what I didn’t know back then of narcissism. I just thought all moms are mean one minute and loving the next and that they got great pleasure from making us all cry was only a momentary hell til it happened the next time. But it’s true. Kathy never went to anything of mine. Not my Girl Scout ceremonies. Not my chorus concerts. Not any event. She ruined everything I got excited about. Once she told me I could do ballet. I was so excited. But the last minute she said I was never going to do ballet. This is why I’m anxious all the time. And why she tried to ruin my baby shower claiming it was such a long way to have to drive just for a baby shower. Then when Adam was born I didn’t invite her to come because she would have to drive a long way again. So when my friend who lived 5 minutes from my brought me dinner after Adam was born and her mom just happened to be in town from a long way away came along with her and saw Adam for the few moments they dropped off us our dinner ... Kathy wrote me a 10 page letter what an awful daughter I was “inviting” some other mom but not my own to see Adam. She’s a fucking psycho that witch. Any chance she could she would hurt me unless she could make my happiness about her. So it’s all connecting. How I feel Meghan markle is watching my every move. Wanting to make sure I’m never happy? So she evicts me from tuckahoe creek? Come on markle. You know it’s a real chance I’m right. That a man wants a woman who makes him feel alive instead of dead and clawed up in her handler grips? Come Meghan. Let it be that you would hate that Jason Josh and Harry all came to me. Which may be why you blocked Adam’s phone so he can’t hear from his mom. Oh. Meghan. When will you ever learn men do what they want. Truth. For at least 6 months I had this bizarre Michael Vick psychosis. I painted him. On canvas. When he was young. I’m not sure if his mama is dead but she sits as hell called me save my boy T 🙏🏾... I said who’s your boy? Michael A. Vick. I said. Oh. Yeah. I know him. #7. The dog. She says. Yeah. I need you T. So there I was. Me. This painting. Oh #7 and knowing only a bit of what I know. You all know me. And my love for animals above all else. So I understood a bit why his mama needed. Next this even more delusional bizarre insanity occurred... that painting of Michael be and my therapist!! I kid you all not. I would lie for hours in my couch just yapping away to that painting. About anything and everything. Then this bracelet I had that was black with gold that I found at a thrift store in a plastic bin full of all kinds of bracelets sort of spoke to me. It said it actually belonged to Vick’s mama. And then one day in 2016 I believe I felt this even more crazy shit calling ... I grabbed the bracelet. And some other weird things I had like it .... and I headed over to the courtyard Marriott on broad street and sat outside of it. It was lunch time 👈🏻in the middle of the day. Vick’s mama said help my boy!!! So I sat there a mess not knowing what to do. So I just dumped the bracelet on the side of my car and said best get off my Micheal ye bitch. And then I left the parking lot never going in. What his mama told me was that he was being held in there by some bad men. And that witch.
I guess it saved him as I see him all the time in my Facebook feed. And there he is in the news. But I’ve come to understand what all may be going on with all these felons and their demons in their past. And when I read a comment today on Vick’s page nervous you have that football in your right hand and now it’s my right eye instead of my left eye acting up I think about that voodoo doll being passed around and a tea bag and my locks of hair and I think you fucking with me dog after all I did for you? Fuck. Get up Vick and get to the FBI station son. You are going to tell the officer Jason Miller all you know. Like it’s 1999 Richmond Virginia April 9th. And who you had in your black book. 🏴☠️🎬🖤 yes “Mike” today is your lucky #7. Boo ya. What if the only way for a sad 40 year old woman to feel relevant is by using 15-19 year old boys to do it? It happens you know. Women who violate boys just as much as men who violate girls. I imagine it’s all for the same reasons. That those young impressionable minds are only thinking like an inexperienced horny teenager. Young girls wanting to be loved and young boys wanting to fuck. So what if there were 2 adults a male and female who could groom those kids to understand @commas”. Not the grammar kind ... the ones like 1,000,000,000 ,,,,, and how to use kids to make all those commas. I think 2 40 something year old com artists out you make as many commas as possible could see a lot of use in a inexperienced 15 year old versus a 51 year old who has lots of lawyers to Sue those 40 year olds if they we were making a lot of stupid problems for him. Can you all imagine if you’re a 40 something year old with lots of cash but not one of your peers like him not think he’s smart at all ... but when that 40 something year old not very smart guy takes his cash to a teenagers house and has the upper hand over that impressionable kid how that might empower that 19 year old. You know. Maybe like it did Brian and Gabby. So next those kids are literally eating the commas out of the palm of his hand ... it makes sense to me. As well as my highly intelligent and mature FBI team who don’t need a teenager to have romance at our age.
So. Let’s take that last blog I wrote. And that article I dread about a “teacher” who wished she was famous like her big fancy famous hook up “Mike” and she feels jealous of his career next to her “peanuts” and lessons on comas and commas ... and she wants to make that once a “nobody” Mike now a well known celebrity “Mike” envy her .... pay him back for leaving her for that blonde and wished he never let her go even though they each had a “dream COMMA true” ... her him the blonde... though reality is the blonde and “Mike” had kicked her out of bed from go ...and because she the “ex girl friend” was so drunk they made up a story how she was all into their spring break 3 way... so not to hurt her poor feelings. So she bought it ... because “Mike” at least is good at playing a gentleman with a script. But truth be told they didn’t care for that “Robin”.... in their bed. They just needed her to fly if you all get what I mean ... but that teacher though she thinks she knows any lessons is never learning a thing herself about the real education of a fraction of an eight. Because no real teacher teaches good kids a lesson from an urban dictionary. Nor gives 15 year olds blow jobs at her Mansion just to feel special. And no real teacher pays 19 year olds to lick her cosmetic pussy. And no real teacher gets her students to sell pot. And no real teacher uses kids to stalk a famous guy named mike and hack the presidents email and write pretend tabloid stories .... shall I go on about the Epstein school of hard rock or is the Michigan AG writing the warrant for that nasty type of teacher’s arrest on her fans only page ....called Tom’s Collin’s 4 College Comma’s? Pretty sure I could guess what kind of teacher is behind all these kids problems and deaths. 12884. And I thought I had the worse one night stand ... turns out. Nope. Poor poor “Mike” ...11/30/2021
Ok. So picture this you guys. You’re sitting there on your couch ... with the popcorn the Diet Coke &... and the channel clicker ... and ..:.your husband of 6 years. And before you can even click to the lifetime movie channel ... he tells you ...once at a college spring break 15 years ago I hooked up with this crazy as shit bitch. I thought she was 24. But now she says at the time she was “19” 👌🏻.... I was drunk. Ok. I don’t recall shit. I think I was in bed with the 4 of them. Her and all her friends. I don’t even recall her. In fact I know it was a blonde I’d been flirting with. Her friend. 🤷🏻 I’m sure of it. That I wanted the blonde. Not this crazy witch. It was 1996 ok. But fuck. Now she says she had my kid. Jesus. I told her my name was MIKE. How the fuck did she find me???? The wife still holding the remote control with her fingers right over the 3 numbers to the lifetime movie network looks at her husband and says do you think she saw you 2 nights ago. On the red carpet. He says. Maybe. The wife just smiles. Flips the channel to where she was intending to go all along... “A guy I once dated is now a famous actor ... and it’s as bizarre as you’d imagine” ... a new life time movie series the wife couldn’t wait to watch. About a sad crazy person who has Schizophrenia and is locked up in a psych ward pretending she’s a journalist as one of her many personalities... where she writes about hooking up with some famous actor. Life copy catting art or art catty copping that poor poor life ...
Can you all imagine if though. Let’s use real characters. To imagine. Let’s say Meghan Markle hooked up with Josh Duhamel in 1996 in LA. And she sooooooooo much wants everyone to know about it. But if she told everyone then sunshine sacks would have to “bill” her. And Ed Harris too. And Fergie might ....💋... so instead of directly telling everyone she comes up with a faux name as a faux journalist ... with a story to sort of tell it all ...tweaks the story enough but with certain specific details that only Josh would know what she’s up to. Now again. I’m using real characters in an imaginary story and theory. So don’t get all TMZ here. But what if that’s the only Clevr way a person could communicate to brag and allude who some famous Detroit red wing is ... with out actually saying it. You all. I Once kissed a guy at a dance club. Let’s just say he wasn’t prince Harry. Wink wink. Any how not talking about “Jennifer’s” story but in the lifetime movie one ........... is Josh Duhamel “Mike” in this story ... . and is a hook up really considered an “ex boyfriend”...and does the brother who “knows Mike” want to bring me a milk shake??? 🤷🏻🤷🏼🤷🏼♀️.... does Mike always show up when she least expects it.... or is it more like all the lifetime movie stalker characters who are always knocking on “mike’s” door. At all hours of the night. With the window that says boo... Was it bowls of popcorn or only one. Was there bated buttered popcorn breath or Harry and DAVID’s Carmel roasted apple drizzled with a touch of truffle 🙃😋added with some mango pine toasted apricot with peaches and cream ... kind of Breath Bates 😃.... and come on .... ex flame. Really? It was a drunk spring break one night. 🙄😬🤫🥶... 💁🏼♀️... and what does a “groan” sound like on the couch. With your husband next to you and “daughter” asleep down the hall. 🤔... and when the Detroit red wings were good a year ago or decade ago ... where was Mike?? On a commercial?!?! Not the game !!! This is needing way more fact checking so not to get misinformation or collisions of two stories ...about “Mike” ... because doesn’t he have an NDA. A restraining order. And a bad ass law team. 😳🤷🏻🇺🇸🏴☠️.... so I just want to make sure “Famous Mike” and all of us can hear his version. Of this story. To see how “recollections may vary” about that “spring break” ... doesn’t Mike deserve his side of this tale of “2 Mike’s” .... the one she’s named in a fake law suit and the one who really is MIKE in the story .... and would those “19 year olds” she’s getting paid “peanuts” to teach agree you’re good as making “commas” .... not pronounced “comas” or Urban Dictionary meaning “Commas Slang for money, typically in large amounts. Derived from the fact that written values are separated by commas to simplify reading, e.g. 100,000,000, thus indicating that the amount alluded to is of considerable size.” Commas Girls have periods...boys have commas. It’s when green stuff drils out the penis once a month. It’s not common in males below 16. Also guys tend to wear a condom (like girls do with pads or tampons). comma That tricky situation a girl finds herself in when she's just getting off her period, but isn't exactly "on the market" yet. You know, it might be like day 5 or 6 and a slim pantiliner may be all that is needed. At the same time, no one wants to gross a dude out. It certainly is a quandry. But while PERIODS may stop it right there, COMMAS... are only a pause. There's always more to come after a comma. comma When a male's penis keeps cumming, even after they finished masturbating. I am sure 19 year olds taught by the infamous peanut teacher can tell you all other uses of a “comma” ... Peanut When your pee stream is split in half by a bit of dried semen stuck in your urethra... HEY 🎬MIKE🎬... call me sometime so I can fact check all that 👇🏻 https://www.huffpost.com/entry/famous-ex-boyfriend-actor_n_619a73cee4b0ae9a42a247fd?fbclid=IwAR11bfDIraYIffnPDVJtBtfJjdQgdlhulFb_lUHErpsCgIUSNSjFUs9rj7A 12883. When you fall in love with a tree if kind of makes it easy to fall in love with everything.11/30/2021
I don’t know what it takes to get my brothers and sisters to actually appreciate all that I do now that I took for granted for so long. Yet I am willing to share what’s it’s like for me and trying to stay grounded to my root causes. First of all Jeremy Owen’s story makes my heart break all the time. Just thinking about a man like that taking his life and all the people he saved but we couldn’t save him? It’s not that I don’t want him to Rest In Peace. Obviously this world wasn’t enough to keep him here ... yet every day there are dozens of Jeremy’s. And dozens of sick people suffering from mental illness and addiction and some of them think death is the only answer. But I know it isn’t. I know there is hope. And hope for all of us. The problem is that certain hopeless people think that we should feel hopeless like them. And they block us from that hope because they block themself from it. It was really heavy for me yesterday thinking about my mom and how unsatisfied she is all the time. Never finding any beauty in the fact she had us girls who wanted nothing more than to love her and instead she spent all her life rejecting our adoration but begging to be adored. But I guess not from her own daughters. It is so sad to look back at that. But as painful as that exercise with my therapist was yesterday ... it gave me a much lighter weight today. I feel like I could let it go now knowing what I wish to have with that mother isn’t ever going to be in the cards and that is sad as fuck because I would love to have that kind of mother daughter connection more than anything .... but I can’t with a women who calls me Schizophrenic. I have scizoeffective disorder and a real loving mother would want to know that and to talk about it. Kathy is sick. And I just have accept that she doesn’t want to own what she did to me. I don’t make it up. It’s not a lie like she prefers that makes me look crazy and her perfect.
And that’s just how it is in my life. And for the first time in all my life I realize that’s going to be alright. I was holding on to a “maybe” my mom will love me. And it’s not going to be anything but “I love me and deserve to be treated by others that support that love”. Because for Kathy. She’s only ever going to be who she is. And I personally don’t care for that kind of mom. Maybe Ashley doesn’t mind. And maybe heather can deal with it better because she has 3 kids and a soul mate. But as for me. I want the kind of mom who is healthy. And considerate. Attentive. Available. Doesn’t victim blame her daughters for her issues. Who doesn’t rewrite a story with lies in order to protect her crimes. And when I talk to certain people in my family I see Kathy was like this long before me. She’s a liar. A narcissist. A self centered egotistical demanding women. And incapable of truth and accountability. Letting her go today is so damn easy then I have ever felt it before. I just release her as my mother and “adopt” a new concept that my recovery is my loving parent that truly supports me no matter what my mental illness diagnosis is and no matter what any one believes about me ... I know what I believe. I will be 51 in a month and half ... and I still feel so overwhelmed by a mother who berated me into submission and no self worth for 5 decades. But. It is a journey and I am grateful to process it all with sobriety and a willingness to love myself. I think that’s the key with mental illness. Everyone wants us to “get better” but I don’t think that’s the solution ... I think it’s learning to love ourself better and then see us able to “manage our health better”. There’s no cure for the mentally ill other than to cure how everyone treats us. I can’t cure being raped as a Virgin as 15 ... but I can cure the 15 year old virgin who was raped from feeling and shame of guilt. I am going to save the world. Don’t even think you all can stop me. ❤️ Yesterday when I got home from Lidl the following happened .... well on the ride home this also happened ... I saw an SUV with UNCW on the front license plate and I said there’s Bill Saffo. He did what I asked. 🙏🏻Then I got home and a big black 🖤 truck with a red ❤️3 wheeler in the back stopped right in front of me 🤳🏻And took a selfie. I said ok Lupe Sauve I assume you rescued the girl. He said in my mind can’t help falling in love with you. 🙄🏴☠️🇺🇸But I bet it’s true. That Mexican jumping bean. 😉my converted drug cartel wretch to an amazing grace angel ... LA D. He drive off and I could literally feel him smiling. He had some one next to him but I couldn’t see who. I came in my home and on the floor in my bedroom was the black shawl on the ground and the red scarf. They didn’t just fall there now did they Jose. He calls this the “pot line”. Which I get. I get it. If Hunter Biden even needs cocaine then some one has to supply it for him. Am I right. So let’s talk about that family. Let’s talk about drugs and how we can give them to these little dope addicts with out kidnapping our children to supply them. I really think we can make a legit business out of all this if we do it right. Because if poor sad Hunter needs his weed pen then let’s give it to him legally. 🤷🏼♀️🖤❤️
Case closed. When we are a real 🙏🏻GODDESS🙏🏻Of EARTH there’s zero need for any craft. No real GODDESS would cast a spell on a man to get him in her arms. Why need to. 🤷🏼♀️He would run to that GODDESS and never leave her left side. So much love he sparks for his true beauty that his own skin would Mark his love for her like a bright red patch. That’s the sign of a pure bred GODDESS. She’s marked on her skin after leaves her warm bed. Because he’s a GOD man. So honestly unless a witch wanted to pretend her husband left that on her overnight with some fake looking make up... then she’s probably not part of our female coven. So it’s not that “witches” are bad nasty and evil ... it’s only they don’t understand that Goddesses don’t need witch craft. 🤷🏼♀️Everything is done for US on the other side. Whole we sleep naturally in rest and rejuvenation with a love deeply rooted in out hearts with GOD. The only thing we Goddesses do naturally is respect the earth. We don’t even need to step foot in a crystal shop ... 😂we real Goddesses know better than that. 🤭We do! We know that Mother Earth gifts aren’t for sale. My goodness. That’s unkind to her as she gives them to us for free because we are her Grails. Her holy world. Her wombs. Her beauties. I really feel sorry for a witch who’d pay $70 for some large Crystal that is possessed by demons purposely to hex anyone who bought it to use for harm. I mean sell the shit all you all want but my GOD take the warning before Mother Earth comes knocking that she hates evil. And she collects from evil in the most epic ways imaginable. Which may be why certain Goddesses sell the stuff .... working for mother to trap witches. 🧜🏿♀️ Everyone I suppose has a job to do for her and so by all means I respect those mermaids protecting our holy coven. 🙏🏻Because they of all people will get the last laugh what happened to that evil witch.
On the Eve of every night my coven sends a message. ❤️They next trap a witch they know has a night spell. And on the morning after the spell my coven will laugh hysterically at what Satan did to that witch in her dungeon hell. The coven will use those crystals only to keep the log and scroll of a sad sad sad witch hung up for all to see. Observations are so vital to humans in our day to day living. Because what we observe will help to guide us all day. It’s really amazing what the mind can do. So I know the tricks mind gamers have. Just now I see that an attorney is speaking for Meghan and Harry and that the attorney mind gig is saying harry and Meghan didn’t want privacy. That was fabricated by the tabloids. What a complicated life those 2 must have. 🙄The drama that surrounds them where it’s always someone having to describe what the truth is but rarely do we ever hear it from them. That’s why I’m not personally impressed by Megan or Harry. In fact I’m rather turned off by that kind of bizarre over the top type of crazy tabloid mess. All I care about is who is evil and having that stopped. I don’t want any of us losing an eye for some evil person who has a vengeance towards people who live openly in the truth. I’m that girl. 🙋🏼♀️I love love love love love to be my truth. I think that’s why I was so sad when Jason said I will keep your secret safe with me. I didn’t want Jason and I to be a secret. I wanted to shout from the roof tops finally I am in love. I am happy. And I want everyone to know. That’s when we should all know that if we have to get a lawyer to tell everyone what we are really about then my guess is they don’t even know anymore what they are about and are being forced to have a legal team express what the Royal family needs now more than ever ... no connections to Ghislaine and Kevin Spacey is my guess .... 🇬🇧🇺🇸🏴🏴
God you all. Thank GOD! Thank GOD you nor I are tied up in that evil. I read some chilling details last night that Meghan Marcus Anderson Ghislaine Doria and Epstein are in a photo together with Prince Harry playing a video game in the back. Long before Harry supposedly met “Sally”... It went on to say they heard a rumor that Harry was brainwashed by all of them ... meaning Epstein Ghislaine ... that “MM” worked for Epstein to procure girls. And she worked on his island for 8 months. And Doria keeps tabs on the “books”. And Marcus launders the money. So my guess is that this could have been going on for a decade with anyone associated with Epstein and all what to do if anyone got caught. They said Meghan charged $30,000 to have her as a 3rd partner for a weekend. God. I pray not any of this is true. Though I can promise you nothing surprises me when anyone crosses over Satan’s threshold. The damage is usually so done that it’s like a drug addict taking meth and never getting off it until he overdosed and died with it. Just like Phillip Seymour Hofmann. Who finally left purgatory with a left over data base. And is serving his time in HELL is my guess. That’s what GOD told me last night. The purgatory period. Where damned humans are using it to escape and get off bad deals but not understanding that’s not how it works. So let’s just say what if. What if Meghan and Marcus knew there were 2 Harry’s. And a lot of stragglers of some look alike clones developed in a lab by an evil Nazi cult ... why not brainwash the one harry and “take the money and run” thinking that the Queen was going to die soon as well as Philip so who would care. Maybe the Satan club thinks everyone won’t care ... knowing they don’t ... and believing their $$ will buy everything they need ... forgetting that mortals and immortal souls can’t be bought. Not if they know who really pays the bill for oxygen. So if this is all truth ... then no one they have a attorney in their back pocket now speaking for them instead of talking them self. My guess is they could be owned by the Illuminati. Which is owned by Satan. Who only uses the Illuminati to trap demons. Not saying Meghan and Harry are demons. Just that’s how I am saying Satan works. Eh loved for thise demons to worship him so he can lock them up all alone in HELL for going up against our GOD. Satan is God’s best army. 🥫👌🏻✝️ 12879. Tweet tweet ... God woke me just now and said it’s all in the news my little bird. ❤️11/30/2021
Do you all worry all the time? Like I do? Worry constantly about your children. Their health. Their well being. Do you worry about your family? The state of the world? Do you worry if your able to keep up? With inflation. With disease. With age? Then you have to understand what it is that’s making me insane. It’s that I’m worried you all will “miss the boat”. What I don’t understand about Meghan Markle is why she cancels everyone. At least that’s the image I see. I’m happy to learn otherwise ... but I have not seen any media story about her and Jess ...her BFF in awhile. No sunny shiny article like Megan’s BFF Jessica gave her the most humble vegan humanitarian gender fluid feminist leadership authentic non complicit non complacent gold encrusted baby shower gift for her 2nd child, not he hobby one... the one that makes it more patenting. So sweet. All I hear about Meghan is that as soon as she’s finished with someone she’s dropped them and moved on. Except that golden ticket Harry who to be honest could be a cosmetically enhanced GMO DNA generically modified reborn IRISH guy made by Illuminati to take down the monarchy and the realm Henry has been living by me for decades. Who would really know if there’s enough sperm and egg to create a a second or third looking Harry. Seriously. Google my cousin DR Christopher DeBernard at Ozark Psychiatry and see if he could pass here or there as P his middle initial for Prince Harry 🤷🏼♀️... I imagine that there are enough plastic surgeons who could do a lot to play so you want to destroy the Royal family and take over England ... this is a fantasy that has been dreamed by many a “Boleyn” ....
Last name: Boleyn As such it is a derivative of the Latin word "bonus", meaning good, or the Gaulish element "bona", meaning foundation I would rather not want to discuss Meghan Markle as I don’t know her or what to trust is said about her. All I really want is a society that no matter their stature in our humanity can be honest. I don’t know why some families will be so abundant in wealth to such extremes that we could never climb that tall gold mountain and compete ... but I don’t want to compete with a Royal family on top of all that heap of junk ... instead I want to live modestly with everyone comfortable. I don’t want to cancel anyone. I don’t want to be the only one in a castle with all that crap. I would rather we all be here and happy. Yet what I keep hearing about Meghan Markle is that she’s miserable because she’s a Satan Worshipper. People actually say this about her. But it’s actually normal in my faith that someone has lost their soul when they will do anything to obtain fame and fortune. And while they do they are treating others like slaves. I don’t like worrying about someone like Meghan Markle if she’s connected to evil and gangs that are running drug trafficking rings and enslaving children for human sacrifice for blood and Lucifer. This is what everyone is saying about her. All over the internet. I can’t imagine my sweet cousin Christopher who I recall as a child with his ginger curls and happy laughs being part of all that soul corrupted GOD bankrupted society. But some times Satan looks like a good deed just to tempt you all in. And it’s his test to see you all get out of that tricky contract once you all realize it was a fraud. This is why I have given Mayor Saffo so much of my love. Hoping he knows God is never fooled by a demon. And since I see with my own perception how much destruction Meghan has done to the Royal family in such a short time and that it’s all very odd her behavior as a so called parent I really wonder if those children exist because I don’t feel any belief in the fact they do based ok her and Harry’s strange behaviors as “so called” parents. The other oddities about Meghan is that she wants a very private life yet people are saying she drank a baby bottle on television the other day? Then some other odd things. And it does contradict all the things she says. But the one thing that people say that really resonated was how she’s a stuck 14 year old. That really seemed to stick out to me. Her behaviors do match someone who’s more like a teenager in a high school popularity contest then a “40” year old woman. Not that any of us can truly describe how we are supposed to behave as an adult ... yet I do see a lot more 14 year old fantasy type ideal behaviors with Meghan that makes is seem she is sort of stuck focused on teenaged fantasies than parenting toddlers. Don’t get me wrong. I think a lot of people myself included of my generation are probably stuck too. However Josh Duhamel actually has a visible child that even if Josh is like a horny 21 year old party guy on his off weekends with Audra ... he’s still gotta take the kid to school and feed him and look after him the other days of the week when he’s 49 and irrelevant guy. That’s all I’m saying. I get forced a lot to stay stuck at 15 these days myself worried that being raped back then is the reason I might hang lost my kid my mind and my faith ... but clearly I kept all 3 because I allowed myself to go back to that time and recover openly and honestly from it. It matters if we all really want to be authentic. My point is we all get stuck if something happened to us as a kid that changed our lives for forever. My guess about Meghan ... she herself found out she was gender fluid. And that could be very traumatizing for anyone. Especially if everyone is trying to keep it all hush hush. It’s why I carried that book for so long in my car trunk. You all know Middle Sex. 🐭My guess is that Meghan may hate me and know me as she knows I’m the keeper of all scrolls. But if she thought about this in good health. She may come to understand I’m the only one who would be there to save her soul if she did go and sell it to Satan. I am not a bitch Meghan. I’m the original mom. |
AuthorHi, I am Tina. I am a Divorced Mother of one son. I am a recovering addict. I am Bipolar and had a severe psychosis breakdown this year. I blog every day. I love Art and creating Art and I hope to inspire others through my writing and the things going with rebuilding my life. Please feel free to leave a comment. I hope to change the world by letting you see what myself and other brave survivors are like! Archives
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