I have this fantasy ... where I put black eyeliner on my boyfriend. Cut his hair really short. He wears a short beard. And he’s my punk rock star. He just plays the part of my guitar. We have so much fun that prince harry and I. He just calls me his princess. We don’t do much. Because this is our retreat for the rest of our days. We tell William what we think of all his proposals for global peace and the great “we fix all this” program of world leaders who want freedom and no more lies. They call me the hot wife. The wife who’s real. The wife who didn’t get plastic surgery. The wife who makes harry smile. The wife harry is happy about. The wife who’s so much better than a witch. The honest wife. The cute wife. The wife who makes sense. The wife who didn’t lie to the world. The wife who doesn’t need Oprah only her husband. The wife who lets her husband speak his own mind. The wife who saved Christmas Easter and all the in-between. The wife who plays soccer with Beckham over zoom. The list is long. And I’m going to keep telling Harry about how nice it is to never have to hide again.
It may nor work. But I’m in love with the guy so I fired I’d be a fool nor to try... but I want him to know transparency. Honor. The feeling of being honest and never having to lie or pretend. I want him to know how it feels to wake up clean. And whistle. And skip. And jump. And feel pride. I want this man I’m in love with to know most of all I get him. And I feel like he’s not what everyone had made him out to be. At least I pray not. Part of me believes he’s had to do some bottom of the barrel stuff hoping it would keep me safe. That he had to go along with a contract hoping his plan could out wit them all. Part of me believes that he knows that if he could get to me no matter how he had to beg borrow and steal that he would get here no matter what knowing that once everyone knew it’s always been me he’s be forgiven how he had to do it. 🙏🏻I believe he and his brother found that this plan made the most sense. Expose the Evil witch and do it all for the good of his real wife. I just feel like my lover would have to endure some things but knew he could if I was the one he was always fighting for.
The H for hologram is just an image. And the actor and agent is doing a job. But the H for husband that I’m in love with for eternity always told me he’d be back to collect. And when he did come back he was going to destroy everyone who thought they could hurt God. To live honest is the best way to live. And though I’m so tired from being staked by a sadist psycho path pretending she’s a women when she’s truly 100% a man where it counts ...as I hear that’s what hurt the most when they got caught with their dick in the wrong place ... well ... it does hurt to see them looking so dumb. But it is a victory to finally see they got arrested. I decided it was my turn to give my man his man’s health photo shoot. Just for his health. I wanted to remind myself also that a real man doesn’t replace you for some other model because I’m getting older. Frumpy. Etc. Some women will want every man to see it. I only want one man. And though the nameless man from 1986 made me feel ugly violated unwanted and disposed... I will try to always recall what might have been had he let me be. But that rapist is rapid. If he’s married now he will pass it on to his wife and children his rabies. He will take out his entire family for what he did to God. The only way they can come free from the disease if with Jesus Christ. I don’t know what Jesus and God will require from mr rapist yet I don’t care. He is dead to me along with anyone he dragged with him. I just pray my own son didn’t accept that evil man and can choose God over protecting a rapist. But regardless. This is about me. Me. No longer having to worry about the rapist. 🙏🏻I am free of him as much as I can meaning I no longer fight for his soul. I gave him his wife his mother and his children to Satan. Because they allowed him to rape and and rape and rape. Maybe not his kids will go to hell yet they will. But only Jesus will be able to save them now. I have cut the rapist off my line and anyone who supports him.⬇️⚓️The end. This is my time to relax. And I appreciate the loving purple bow my husband left by my door while I was out. Thank you husband. 💜...which proves he has been with me and only me all this time. The test was a ruse by those evil evil Cain cult members. 💝💋
So I am missing my kid. Yet I told you for the next 50 years or whatever God blesses me with it’s about me daily rebuilding our kingdom. I will stay on this planet whether I see my son again or not for as long as God sees fit. When I’m sad I will be sad until I can find a way to see happy. It is what it is. Yet I’m not a open door to demons. They all are contagion now and will start to dissolve to hell. And every day for us who worship GOD it will be easier and easier and easier to move on. Ain’t life grand. The wicked witch is In prison. I went to the dollar store. It’s my happy place. Even though it’s all sad. I have to try so hard to find something to enjoy. I have not seen my son since 2019. My beautiful boy. The entire reason life is worth it. And I keep trying to find any hope I can. Because Doyle and a lot of you think I’m a joke. I mean come on. What father doesn’t do everything he can to support a mother and her son. Instead he probably laughs at me behind my back but calls it supporting me. When I went to Adam’s house in August of 2017 after Adam said I was being irrational simply for wanting to know if he was ok. I needed to see for myself what the fuck is going on. And you all. The reason I was so weak was because I was! I was all alone. I was scared out of my fucking mind. That evil at tuckahoe creek behind those plastic wrapped up windows I found in that one unit fucking made me lose my mind. All I could “smell” and “see” was pure evil in some marked spots at that rolled up plastic wrap apartment. I was convinced there was a satanic cult killing and torturing children women and men in some rooms run by that evil fuck.
https://journalnow.com/news/crime/autopsy-pazuzu-algarad-charged-with-killing-and-burying-2-in-clemmons-yard-died-from-blood/article_43ab6bb2-a60e-5832-8a61-fac0b97b84e3.amp.html I believe this is why my apartment looked like it did. All insane. My mind was picking up all his evil. I think he killed way more people then they know. People he found in crack houses. Gas stations. Homeless camps. Meth clinics. I think Hollywood & David Grohl and a lot of heroine cocaine LSD PCP ... etc drug users know what I mean. I think they use me as a “portal” to HELL. Knowing that Satan is my highest guard from them the demons. They get off challenging the dog. These sick fucking sadists. I think a lot of people knew and still know what’s going on. And I’m being told that’s why Jada lost her hair. For fucking with Mother Earth using black magic and voodoo. And I bet there is truth to that witch shit. And when I lived in tuckahoe creek that car with the tags “candy” that had those red heels on the plates always made think that you stalker Jada. That you? Hmmm! I found out that if it’s true. Ain’t nothing going to protect her. Lisa Bonet knows all the truth about going up against the devil. Not because she did. Because she listened to me not too. But yeah. I was so scared in tuckahoe creek. Knowing that in some of those units I believed the most horrific evil was taking place. And God’s about to prove it and dump the blood stains all over yawls asses. XRabid. So when my son started seeming to no longer want me either I knew there was a pure evil plot brewing among the demons who worship Satan. They wanted to corrupt my beautiful boy. And the best way to do it. Get him away from the only woman who could keep him pure. His own beloved mother. And they knew Doyle was easy to get in their dark side. Him and Peggy. Because they both drink Satan’s poison. Fucking rejects. And so when I showed up. And Doyle laughed at me as I drove off this cops slapping him on his back like he was one of them KKK boys I knew I’d lost Doyle for forever. And I knew it was only going to be Jesus to protect Adam. Because I knew after that day when I reported Doyle to state of Virginia for domestic violence ... that Doyle would punish me. Because how more violent does a man have to get to take your only son and then laugh at the mother and her extreme miserable pain that’s about as evil as evil could get... I would’ve rather Doyle punched me in the face and laugh at me in front of my son with those men. Get him locked up for hitting me while slept and I could’ve put his ass in the fucking prison for the rest of us fucking life and live forever happily with my son. Give Adam a real human who is sober can teach them the truth of God and Jesus instead of all that Satan fucking bullshit that Doyle does but calls it GOD. Doyle you’re a fucking moron if you think God wants me separated from Adam you stupid piece of shit. And you’re going to pay a heavy cost Doyle if you went up against God and I are using Adam to do it you will pay the most heaviest cost that will never ever ever be something you wished you done... You should know that Doyle you should’ve known that more than anyone. + So it’s no surprise after I reported Doyle for domestic violence that I ended up shackled to a bed by handcuffs by an evil plot to make me look like I’m crazy just for wanting my legal custody rights to my only son protected and respected and it’s no surprise that after that I was evicted from my home all so that Tuckahoe Creek Doyle the attorney general and this evil world could believe that I am the problem instead of their Satan contracts they all signed. But yeah back in 2016 I heard from an Angel in heaven about what they did to Will for that movie where they left him all alone just to see how scared he would look and make it look real for the movies and then after told him he couldn’t tell anybody they did that it’s just what I heard from the grapevine so he must have an ancestor in heaven... he’s looking out for him and I hope WILL will be strong enough to expose this evil fucking Hollywood ring cane my rapist and all of it because I promised myself that I will never fucking ever allow you fucking demons to ruin my holy son again ..do you fucking hear me ...and the pope better hear me loud and clear ⚓️❌🧹 🚩 This is my guess that maybe Harry’s wife and Will Smith’s wife thought this was going to go in their favor but I’m guessing not so much anymore. If Harry’s wife and Will Smith’s wife is in an evil cult practicing Satanic worship and calling themselves high priestesses... well let’s just say all of it will be written on a wall in their altar room for the whole entire world to see. I’m getting my man I’m getting my son and I’m getting the right humanity who worships God the power over every fuck demon right this second. have a nice day you fucking sick fucks. I am being dragged by a munch of psychos who want my beauty and my grace. This is all against my consent. I purposely chose to live a life sober and with God. I also didn’t choose to lose my virginity to that sadist rapist. He is a very evil creature. He has misery and will always be in misery for taking another man’s treasure. ❌I only hope that my man can still want to touch me. And touch me with out wanting to hurt me for what the rabid man did. I don’t know if the rage he has for what was done to me can be concealed. Even if he were allowed to “slap” that evil fucked demon or even kill him would it satiate his anger and allow him to forget what that rapist did to me? I have prayed my real man and I could have that comfort. Where he could look at me as his. And only ever his. This is how the slaves and I came up with “the jump”. The jumping of our broom. 🧹I told them I believe. I gave them my courage. As even though I am white he raped me too that evil Cain. I am his slave also. They clung to my words. Their white angel they call me. They begged me for the recipe. I told them it was simple. But it wouldn’t be easier. It would still hurt. It would still fuck with your mind. And more his. Because every time he has to “jump” a piece of him will break. Every time he has to go in another man he will start to become a puzzle that has to always be put back together. The more men. The more pieces. The more jumbled our man. But I still whispered the recipe anyway. Because yo felt like the only way to save us all from hell because of Cain wanting to drag everyone with him.
This is why I’m so devastated by what Will Smith did and what anyone would do to think it was right. It ain’t right Jada. Jada sounds like one fucked up wife if what I’m hearing is true. Fucking her son’s best friend?? Then parading him around. Forcing the world to believe open marriage is a thing. Fuck. I bet it’s only a one sided thing. Doubt any women would want to watch her man go around fucking any women he wants. And then bragging about it to the world. Jokes on Will more isn’t it? It’s all pathetic. How much gaslighting goes on by the person hoping to make us believe they are really believing the bullshit out of their own mouth. But here’s the thing. I’m 100% convinced Jada knows my rapist. Because he is Cain. The inventor of Hollywood and acting a part so good everyone says oh yes master. I’m a black man. Only meant to be here as ye slave. Yes sir. Beat me. I deserve it. Rape my wife. As she’s your property. I am 3times your size Massa but I knows you’re the boss of me. Yes sir. Ain’t ever gonna disobey ye master. Cain is still doing his thins just he’s modernized it into a shot show on the Oscar stage using 2 grown rich black man and one jaded black wife to prove his sad twisted theory that no matter what you give a black man he can’t ever be like Cain. Fuck. I asked Denzel Washington and some real men to come to heaven and expose that this ain’t white or black. This is evil versus good. This is about the white man who raped me. The black man who saved me. And then Cain’s ex hike for 1,000 years where all be did was blame everyone else but himself for his evil way. Mark this day where Cain known as Sunny the sacked gets his exposure. ❌ I cried after that blog I wrote. I didn’t think I could cry anymore. But I did. I cried for Prince Harry. I felt so sad for him. I see what really terrible things people say about him as a person ... even I have been angry at his horrible treatment of the whole world ....and maybe he deserves it because most men aren’t very God like these days, yet it seems everyone in the world hates him a lot when they once thought he was going to do many great things for his country and the earth. But men are so unhealthy. Choosing a wife who’s let him ruin everyone? Or ...They prefer to punish the good woman who don’t like them strangling them and then making me look crazy because they punish me by telling my son terrible things. Poor Scott Hungate. That guy must be so sad too. He could have helped me and worked with me but instead he blamed me for him strangling me and wanting me to abort our baby. So if any man is not being a man of God Scott is him. A very sad sick man rejected by Jesus until he owns what he did but pretending I am the bad guy is about as sad as it gets. Scott has a daughter named after my maiden name not intentionally he says but you wouldn’t catch me not intentionally and randomly naming my child Scott. Scott is a very unhealthy most likely going to hell man for what he did to my son by denying me my right to my truth. And if for some bizarre God like reason Galen that boy I met at tuckahoe creek is my son who didn’t get aborted and was raised in some bio lab by Hunter Biden types and an Illuminati .... prepare for the wrath of GOD all of you Luke you all never expected.. I just wish Prince Harry or any man really is what I wish they were. Men. Men of God. So Scott. Prepare to be either cast out of the Kingdom of God for your final sin of get my son the truth. This is the last time God will ask you Scott. +the very last. You’re doomed men by Satan if you contracted with eh ⬇️over God⬆️.
I wish Scott had killed me. That sounds sad. But I’d be so much happier had I never met Doyle and Scott killed me and I went back to heaven. 1995. Because nothing good has come in my life ever. Not even my own son. It’s all ruined by evil men and nasty cunts. This planet is so toxic. I don’t want to be here until all the demons are gone and it’s me and turtles and children who are free. But. The sad part I have to be here. I was chosen by GOD 😇as the heavenly angel of children who reside on this temporarily controlled evil planet and there are beautiful people here who watch the children. I meet them some times in the community. But I’m tainted now by evil Scott Hungate and Doyle DeGuzman and all the men who raped me so other moms like me think I’m road kill. They don’t want too. But they don’t want to be around my sorrow. So I’m not really able to fully connect with anyone anymore. I am marked by evil men and their sick nasty inflictions on my life for exposing them. Doyle punishes me along with Jimmy and Scott and all the horrible men who abused me by telling my son I am more worth shit. Not even a text. Not even a card. Nothing. But in my dreams last night ... Adam appeared. Oh my God. 🙏🏻He came to my side. He held on to me so tight and told me he was never letting go of his mom. He was smiling. So happy. Him and me. My greatest joy in this shit fucking horrible life there is Adam. He was younger in my dream. The age he was when I got sober. He told me he loves his mom. But I woke up. And now I feel this heavy heart. I am back in this evil fucking world. Where men can abuse me and rape me and strangle me and get away with it. Well. That’s what that thought. Now it’s time that GOD will promote real man for my cause. Suit up men of God. Because you will meet Scott Hungate today. All of them. They have no choice but to come clean or to prison for the rest of their life. And I am talking an American prison cell. This is God’s war and his hired crusades against the men who keep me from my son. Pay up today Scott. You will never ever lie to the world again. That plea is null. I have these blog posts. That I hate to write but feel I have no voice writing. I haven’t seen my son in 3 years. I never would dream Doyle would punish me like that. I thought no matter what he’d at least want Adam to see me and us try to get better with me. Not seeing Adam and going homeless pretty much killed me. Now I’m just the aftermath of it. And my favorite way to just endure it is knowing I will die in 50 years and forget all of you pretty much. 🤷🏼♀️I know that sounds sad. But why. I am here every day and you never call. You never ask if I’m ok. You don’t write. You just alienate me from everything I love. All to support murderers and rapists and children molesters. So other than a tiny few people and myself who I adore with all I am, I have no one I cars to ever see again from this life. I will do everything to love long. At least to 100 years old. And do what I’m doing every day to help the homeless and those suffering and especially children. Whatever I can do even if it’s just helping myself. But I don’t connect with many of you anymore. I feel like I live in a hallmark movie fantasy while most of you are thinking slapping people is cool. I don’t for one anywhere. I never really have. But I love this earth. Because God made it. And I love children. And I love that hallmark live the same G rated fantasy I live. Because blow jobs and hand jobs and sex are healthy with a man you love. The only reason I mention it at all is because I haven’t loved a man in centuries. And I have been made to look like I’m wrong for being so mad an evil demon raped me and ruined us.
So. I could easily watch 50 more years of hallmark Christmas monies and do what I’m supposed to as a human in this life. But I can’t wait to move on one day from all you fucking demon psychos who ruined the best dreams of my life. My son and my husband and my family. Dear Prince William would you help me connect with my ole friend from high school high school. First I want to ask her if her friend candy from the other neighborhood that she would talk to you sometimes on the phone when I was there it’s not also Jayda Smith. It’s really strange Prince William but for some reason I feel like my best friend from high school’s other best friend candy might actually be Jayda and I think it’s about time the world knows one way or the other who out there is my friend or who out there just use me. Thanks Prince William. ❤️⚓️
I am so lucky I am a good girl. A good woman. It is unimaginable to enter someone’s home and do damage to their clothing. Their hot water tank. Their car. I avoid those people at all costs. Even if they live next door and are spreading Covid with nasty nose swabs. And even though I avoid them I still got sick. It’s not my fault I was forced to accept that my grandfather could harm me. My own parents. My own aunts and uncles. My cousins. My not friends. My classmates. My fiancé. My husband. Yet even though I have been abused and violated it is so easy for me to keep avoiding assholes rapists chins abusers back stabbers jealous ugly as fuck witches drug addicts drug dealers criminals users .... hypocrites ... I don’t need you all who go to such lengths to not only strangle me yet make me feel I can’t get better and have a nice relationship with my son. I have also valued this relationship I have with GOD that helps me realize with or without Adam in my life I can try to make it the best and still be a good woman who doesn’t resort to the evil a lot of you all do. If there is a secret plot with a known drug user acting as an adovacte for me and selling my medical records and address there won’t be any need for me to even raise my hand. They will be caught red handed list like all the others. Because this their test. Mot mine. I don’t misrepresent myself as your friend family advocate hoping to do more harm to me than what was already done because my filthy rich rapists makes it easy for some of you low life’s to do it. My job is protecting Axl and Adam and all children from sex cult leaders wanting their blood egg sperm and organs. End of of story. Because it is claimed they ate Adam Walsh’s organs. And I’m sure I know why. These sadists are the only ones I have asked God to put down like a Nazi rapid animal. 🤷🏼♀️Bio labs Hunter Biden. Poor Hunter. He’s no match for God Almighty or Jesus Christ. Nope.
Only God has the time we all meet our maker. Only GOD. Which is why I treat every day as a new opportunity to keep marching towards heaven. I do not deserve the evil you all inflicted on me nor ever would I have chosen it. I was forced to take all your evil rapes beatings disgrace disrespect and so on. Simply for being an Angel a Grace a Child of God and a beautiful woman. The jealous evil ones are who did all of this to me. Kathy and them all. Jealous of my sweet nature. My huge heart. My big brown curios eyes. They punish me for being good. And pure. Wanting to ruin me. If you told me that Kathy paid a rapist to damage me and make me disgusting I would believe it. I also believe she fucked that fucking Rapist too in her little aerobic outfit while I was in a car accident 1988. And I bet a ton of people like Godwin high school could prove it might be true 🤷🏼♀️Sorry Kathy I just have no desire to ever forgive you for what you did to my son Adam. I have no reasons to be jealous of any of you. Ha! Look at me. I have everything GOD gave me. But even poor Peggy is jealous of me that I have an Adam isn’t that sad that his own stepmother keeps Adam away from his own mom ....what a poor poor lady she must see in her own reflection. And I don’t even hate her. She hates herself. Clearly. Peggy in her judgement will be her own worst enemy for going up against God and me. And I’m going to tell Josh stein this right now anyone who’s calling me Kristina after I’ve asked then multiple times to call me Tina will be a real sign of who he needs to be investigated (And I special organized team and the FBI pay to protect me will know exactly why I say this) maybe even a warrant will be needed for their secret blood store for what they might be connected to in a drug sex slave ring. I would listen to me Josh before it’s too late and then all the schools shut down because they went and spread Covid there again. These people are nasty Josh real nasty and I hope you trust me when I tell you the warning is real they are not caring about our American laws or family like we do because they don’t have any children to love like we do. Like this one witch she told me that her son loves to abuse animals and he may even be a serial killer on meth. Josh how many times am I going to have to ask you to get that paperwork and get it immediately on two names that my boss will give to you off a laptop is my guess. This is a luxury that I have Josh and that is to be connected mentally and telepathically to my special FBI agent who we are call the Hayden’s. XO https://tinalifeloveart.weebly.com/blog/13855-warn-her-warner-werner-how-do-the-3-connect
Matthew 15:15-20 New King James Version 15 (A)Then Peter answered and said to Him, “Explain this parable to us.” 16 So Jesus said, (B)“Are you also still without understanding? 17 Do you not yet understand that (C)whatever enters the mouth goes into the stomach and is eliminated? 18 But (D)those things which proceed out of the mouth come from the heart, and they defile a man. 19 (E)For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies. 20 These are the things which defile a man, but to eat with unwashed hands does not defile a man.” Again. The name Matthew to me is the name Jesus 🚩flagged my rapist as. God has him staked. And no one can be mad at me for GOD protecting me and all of us from a 1,000 year old rapist serial killer. Him. And the Sherif. And I believe it will be tied and linked to Gabby Petito and other murders. I don’t think Brian Landry acted alone. I think Gabby was killed on a live torture channel. Maybe Marilyn Manson knows a lot about it and some other possible Nazis I suspect. And I also suspect some medical examiners are getting paid huge cash to cover it al up. And I used to be a fan of Howard stern’s but somethings happened to his brain... and call me crazy but I think he’s the kind of guy that might just pull up his couch or chair and grab some popcorn and watch a horror film at studio 666 with a known serial killer that he knows that possibly it could be live and he doesn’t care. What do you think David Ghrol are horror movies almost so real that they actually are 🤷🏼♀️I just don’t think Howard Stern is the type of guy to run in a burning twin tower if y’all get my drift. And if you’re the type of woman to marry the sadist because they make you rich and popular and famous and give you children and you still know that they do it because they have a secret life then you’re just as disgusting and filthy as they are. And I have asked God to protect all children no matter who their parents are involved in this and bring them to the light of God ...any parent that wants to be with the light of God will have to turn these men in and their evil women in this cult ...she knows exactly who I’m speaking directly to ❌I know who raped me I may not know his name but God does and he told me if he does not come clean on what he did then he will be hung in front of the entire fucking world for what he has been doing for 1000 years he’s a serial killer. And he’s not the only one ain’t that right Hollywood. It’s all fun and games you all think in Hollywood to kill women live on a torture channel and then think everyone is just going to tell you it’s OK fuck y’all are all fucked. Maybe to some of you rich elite fucking psycho Hollywood fucktard’s think that some women like me and others living at the bottom line of poverty are not important to you and you don’t mind watching us get chopped up on some horror movie channel... Because it makes you all so rich that you can buy a $50 million pad like the movie I dreamed of last night where I caught an oligarch and a whole bunch of other people doing some real bad things and I heard they all went straight to fucking hell😃All I can say is I hope Jennifer Lopez is not nvolved in sadist fucking criminal serial killer channels because anyone who is well let’s just say it’ll be very obvious today to everyone. And I don’t know why I think this but this is for John Walsh that Adam Walsh keeps telling me his body is in the freezer at a steak house. Adam says you’ll know the one boss. I told this to John last time and time again the murderer Of Adam was a sheriff from Florida and you all can either believe me or don’t but either way Adam is going to find his body and he is going to continue to protect me until all the world has the truth on the sick fucking sex ring that kills people on live torture channels. I will say this also to Josh Duhamel don’t fucking protect any fucking Rapist serial killer child molester or any such thing get the fuck out of Los Angeles and protect your goddamn kid. |
AuthorHi, I am Tina. I am a Divorced Mother of one son. I am a recovering addict. I am Bipolar and had a severe psychosis breakdown this year. I blog every day. I love Art and creating Art and I hope to inspire others through my writing and the things going with rebuilding my life. Please feel free to leave a comment. I hope to change the world by letting you see what myself and other brave survivors are like! Archives
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