Where do I start?
First. With humor. Its the only way I know how to truly survive. If you know me and my smile, then you agree. Im sober!!! After thinking from December through April that I was "living" dead again. Im back. Shaken. A bit destroyed. Totally consumed with sadness. Really dissapounred in a lot of peoole I know. So curious why these people want to hurt me. But I am back. Im still madly in love. Im creating all day every day. I threw away so much art. I talked like a baby. Thought I was dead for a few hours. Did not eat for over 4 days. Peed in my pants, my bed, and purpously out in the streets. I dont know why. It eas pure fear I lived. And Im here to tell you about it. Im back. No idea what I am doing. But I love me. And I love my son. One day I will love that man. She thought Alice was behind her. No more rabbit holes she had said. The mad hatter wont take me again she proclaimed. The queen of hearts loves me she wished. No. No,no more Alice again she begged. She learned she thought all wrong. Thanks for reading my blog! By |
AuthorHi, I am Tina. I am a Divorced Mother of one son. I am a recovering addict. I am Bipolar and had a severe psychosis breakdown this year. I blog every day. I love Art and creating Art and I hope to inspire others through my writing and the things going with rebuilding my life. Please feel free to leave a comment. I hope to change the world by letting you see what myself and other brave survivors are like! Archives
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