I still am rolling around my thoughts from today on mental health care and what I can do to make a change. Because the whole medication piece should be removed from the equation if I tell you I don’t want to be medicated. It’s my right to not want drugs in my body. Period. And I believe I have solutions to what works for me to maintain my mental health and over all health that support my drug free life. Period. I want to be THE one to support this as I continue to cope with ALL YOU did to make me a victim to trauma.
The stigmas that I get are debilitating. That you can lie. Say I’m climbing porches. Showing my bottom. A violent threat to you. Or hyper verbal. When it’s been all of you who have raped lied cheated belittled abused Gas lighted and every other trauma you dumped on me. You asked me to abort our baby but take zero responsibility of this and then can’t even own you choked me. My behaviour that resulted from all this stress is all your fault. I’m a a victim of all of your bull shit. And have gone to great measures to recover from it. I do the work. Watch my success and support me please I have good solutions. I’m sober. I’m getting really healthy. Just because you don’t like my ways doesn’t mean they don’t work.
Apparently someone else has his way of dealing too. Love you baby. Give me what’s mine and you will see gold dripping from the sky. It’s really that easy.