Amen. 🙏🏻
Like I said yesterday. They wrote this letter which I felt was a true threat to me and all people who support freedom of speech and the right to the truth.
What I want to know now under oath is; Does Ms Lynch know me. Ever read my blog. Has she ever commented on my blog. Did everyone on this list consent to this letter. Why the last name Lynch. Is it real. Why are there no examples of how Meghan has been bullied when we are the ones feeling overpowered and dominated by a one greedy women who gets everyone to do her dirty work. Why on Earth is “Margo” still working with the public as an advocate when she threatens victims. Plus so many more questions that the oath will ask. 👍🏻 And also why on Earth you all decided to worship Meghan is beyond me. But my guess is it’s more to do with what you think you get when you do. Is it money. Is it a pass into the Soho club. A peak at HENRY. Because that’s what she used to do in our sleeping chambers, Let wenches in. But they never got out. 🥴And not by my H. Back then there was a crew the most horrid for that nasty nightmare business. But anyhow. The sad part is you are supposed to worship GOD. You all make me sick. All these centuries later and you’re still obsessed with a crown Gold jewels and a queen so ugly you all couldn’t believe it when you saw what was under that royal gown. 🤮there were 3 queens in 1608. And only one by right. Kate ♾and damn she was a looker. Still is. ❤️And the best queen we will all know beside the one now. Wink wink. I just got done at the Rape Crisis Center for my weekly therapy appointment. I just let it all out. How sad I am. How terribly sad I am. And so much of this sadness is out of my control. And when you’re the type of person who just loves to make others happy and also be happy I feel so lost. I can’t be happy when people leave 8 years old naked in cars. Or pretend to have a baby. To fake a wedding. To blame others when they know they are wrong. It’s sad to think I got sober and this is how you decided to treat me. But worse. Treat ADAM. You act like I’m insane because seeing children girls boys men woman getting raped and murdered makes me insane!!!!!! I can’t take violence. I was made to be sweet and beautiful by GOD and you force me to see violence and violence against innocent and weak victims. And next yoh make me out like I’m the criminal for what you all have done to me and all the children I LOVE.
I told my therapist that it would be one thing, though still unacceptable, that my traumas were a result of strangers, though some are, but worse of all is that they have been police officers parents friends managers therapists doctors boyfriends fiancés husband priests nurses family best friend forever maybe even my son though I don’t want to say that.... he’s too young to know that ignoring me cuts me into a million little pieces ... but all the people who’s job it is to protect me or be part of my always you can trust us circle have been the people to betray me the very most. So no wonder when I read that a cop who’s job it is to put away bad guys in the car instead has trapped a child who is supposed to have a Dad forever keep her from that horror! Not only did this father not protect his daughter he was the one to put the evil in her by his own hand. And he has a gun. He has a badge. He has handcuffs 👈🏻 He has authority. He has all the power over an 8 year old little girl who’s life should be beautiful. Not nasty. Not trashy. Not her to blame. I almost don’t want to live on this earth if all it is is living in my car scared to death every night never knowing if I will ever see my son. Have a way to take care of me. And if men will ever be men instead of nasty disturbed sex crazed satanic demons to make a child their punching bag. But I do live!!! I crave the life after God shoots a dead man walking right through his god damn temple. Will my father do that? Will my GOD make it safe to live in the United Stares of America where I don’t have to be scared of a police officer????? Or rapists. Or lawyer. Or aunt. Or a supposed advocate who blamed me for not showing up to our appointment so then I really don’t know who to trust??? Jesus Christ. When are you all going to be accountable for your part in neglecting this 8 year old girl or all the children (5 a day) dying from child abuse. Fuck I hate some of you so bad for being so selfish. Making me live in my car simply because you need to feed your kid instead of pounding beers. I can promise you all this. Anyone to have said to me at any time Tina don’t you want to get sober because you are really messing up Adam’s life would have made me go get better. Lucky for me God git me there when all of you just wanted me to stay dumb to what you did 1971 and on. I know the dirty lids aren’t to insult me. I think we know all the connections now to R Kelly and all the others and all the ways some of the police helped them silence their victims. Sad sad ain’t it. But God does prevail. This isn’t an innocent until proven guilty diet of situation. 911 was called. An 8 year old child was found undressed and locked in a car while her parents were in a bar at 5:45pm. She couldn’t go to the bathroom. She was calling for help. In front of strangers she had to ask for help while she was undressed and degraded humiliated to such a degree she might not have even yelled out. When I read this. The first thing that comes to mind is one of Ted BUNDY’s victims. Locking them in his car like that. Putting extreme fear in their minds they may never get saved. And that sad part is, if this was Ted Bundy we’d all be so grateful we caught him!! Everyone would cheer. Sigh relief. Knowing children and woman were safe again. Then they’d wait for his fateful day to cheer his execution. I only say what exactly it was that was true when Ted Bundy was caught. And killed.
If I say that though you assume something. So please don’t. The only thing you ever nee to know about me that is 100% crystal clear is that I hate any child to live in fear. To fear the one man who should no matter what keep his child safe. Let me reframe this situation. Let’s say the story was different. Let’s say this was Josh Stein our attorney general who was leaving his daughter naked in a car so he and his wife could go to a bar. Or what if it was Donald Trump. He and Milania leave Baron naked in the car and they go to party. There’s no outrage? Or if any of us were leaving our cars you don’t think this “Lieutenant” would charge you with a crime? This situation scares me to death. You have a man with a gun. A badge. Still on duty. Doesn’t even protect his daughter. And you expect him to protect us? Look. There is zero excuse for anyone to find a child locked naked in a car alone while his or her parents are at a bar. I mean unless you are telling me North Carolina that all daycares and schools can just walk out and leave kids to fend for themselves? I mean we already have another police officer VD his teacher wife caught with child porn. So what’s what. Are we for protecting kids or grown men and women who have drinking problems and maybe something even worse. I am allowed to get this angry when I know exactly what it’s like to be that little girl. It doesn’t surprise me now why I have been harassed and terrorised in my own country by people I thought protected me and children. It’s such a sad day for me. Wondering. Where is this little girl right now. I mean to be blunt do we expect her to dress in that same towel and go trick or treating too? Who’s looking out for her to have a decent life like Mr Steins daughter. Who? Well. I pray to God he is. ❤️🇺🇸 To the state of NC. I want every ounce of protection for this child in God’s name. Ye hear what I say.
You losers calling yourselves grown men and women with a badge and a gun who think it’s better to protect a child abuser than a child please turn in yourselves in. ⭐️ This child will not be neglected for any of you. Oh my! This is good cross stitch ideas are they not??? I can recall it now. Working in that dungeon. Back in “those days”. “Princess Eve like my latest stitch?” Oh why yes MAGDA. I got one too. Haven’t had me pussy eaten in years. You? So pretty aint it. ❤️
Anyway. Today at the library the staff is dressed as the scene. Mostly peasants a jester and one QUEEN. Guess who has adorned herself the role? It’s hilarious how people put on a gown and think they are boss. Honestly it’s quite offensive to me to see people dressed this way today after that “colonial” crap of that MP. Related? Well. Only a true investigative team would know. If you really lived through this century where the onset of the slave trade and plaque began you might not find it heart warming either. Nor that Queen who had no problem signing up all those slave masters like Columbus etc to set sail to the new colonies. She had Joan burned at the stake. Me pinned in the bottom of the ship and took all the gold coin from each country who signed me dead and laughed hysterically how easy it was to kill me on that lost colony and everyone else who didn’t like her fake ruling them around. And much like this costume today, that was all she was wearing. When France found out she didn’t even have a royal title, they ordered her beheading. 🤷🏼♀️Lucky for her I begged that king to just put her on a nice island. Yes. Times like that are worth forgetting not dressing up as. But I don’t blame people too ignorant to know what really life was like back then but us who sadly recall the worse time in history. Slavery. I know camping isn’t for everyone. So that’s why I only want that kind of friends. Wholesome sober ones. I told you. We can sit around and be crazy just as much with out booze then with. Because my crazy family. We might fall in the fire with. 🤷🏼♀️I can look at Joshy Poo’s Facebook fun videos he posts and know it’s not drinking that make him cool. It’s not Hollywood. Fame. Millions of bucks. It’s him. He’s just this natural goofy tall funny boy in. Man’s body who loves his kid that makes him sparkle. I am sure he was just as awesome before he was all Fergielicious famous and Safe Haven stalked. (: He gives me hope that real men who put kids first are out there.
At my therapy Tuesday I was asked about men. I said it’s so sad that I’m so scared of men. Petrified to be honest I told her. I said all they have ever done is lie to me strangle make me kill my babies leave me Rape me and worse of all take my son. My one pure joy. And all I ever try to do is try to figure out why they do this to me. Watch me live in my car. My father. My uncles. My former husband and all the Exes. None of them get how terribly traumatised I am by men. She asked me if there has ever been any man to trust. Just Jason I said. He’s the only one. He’s the only one who seemed to believe me when I told him what happened. He’s the only one. And if I go by the other texts and things he said to take it all back. To take back how he loved me and would stand with me. Then I have no man ever who I can trust. Doyle being the worse of them all. Because he agreed we would raise Adam together. And he went behind my back. You all created your own drama. And I hope you sink in it. So. She hates the media or wishes to have drinks with them.
So confusing. Happy Halloween everyone. I hope you aren’t having to deal with anything today not how much candy should you get to hand out. Sadly all over the world though lots of unidentified people exist who are really struggling. They don’t dress up or walk around saying trick or treat. If that’s you and your family I don’t think that’s bad or that you should feel guilty for having a wonderful time with your kids. It’s just I miss mine. And I should be allowed my grief here about it on my blog. Just because I’m going through a tough time in no way means I wish it on you. Quite the opposite. I wish you to not ever me me. Yesterday I saw a beautiful video that Josh Duhamel posted with god not. Oh my GOD filled me up with such joy to see a Fad spending this moment with his kid that a son never will forget. I’m glad Fergie doesn’t rob him of that time with their not. And vice verse. Kids should have access to both their parents. Because I can tell you this. As much as I love Adam. I would never get under a pile of dirty leaves. 🍁🍂🎃🍂🍁
I know with all my heart had my family and friends rallied behind me these last 6 years and given Adam all the facts to understand mental illness and addiction this would never be that he didn’t want to see me. What’s sad is none of you know how I was before. How Adam i were just like a Josh and Axl. Just a couple of humans who loved one another so much. I don’t think it’s changed for Adam that he stopped loving me. It’s just I never see him. And I can only guess why. It’s confusing for a kid to have to watch his mom live in her car and no one cares. Why wouldn’t he be embarrassed. Why wouldn’t he chose Peggy and Doyle when they have iPads iPhones cars a fancy house country clubs and a front that says we are the perfect family and that Ex wife is a mess. I hate Peggy. I know you all do too. 👍🏻Trust me. My kind hate a Peggy. Fact. Because we don’t purposely fuck up our kids when another option was presented. It will all be soon. 🎃 |
AuthorHi, I am Tina. I am a Divorced Mother of one son. I am a recovering addict. I am Bipolar and had a severe psychosis breakdown this year. I blog every day. I love Art and creating Art and I hope to inspire others through my writing and the things going with rebuilding my life. Please feel free to leave a comment. I hope to change the world by letting you see what myself and other brave survivors are like! Archives
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